*massive hugs* I completely sympathise with your situation and it sounds completely crap =[

Hopefully things will take a turn for the better soon, but in the mean time, don't give the fan fic a second thought! It should be something fun and if it isn't, standing back is perfectly okay! I've had to do it myself over the last few weeks, so I know exactly what your train of thought is.

I will, of course, wait patiently for more 'Sea After A Storm', but if that's months away or if it never happens, that's absolutely fine by me =] fanfic is about you and not stressing out over deadlines or other people's opinions of it! So no more crying about it

*another hug for good luck*

I'll send some good vibes your way =]