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buttononthetopHello all my lovelies! I'm afraid I'm posting today to tell y'all that I won't be posting for a while. :( I've been pretty stressed lately and am rapidly approaching something like this, so The Sea After a Storm is officially on hiatus until I have the time to get a nice backlog of chapters. The good news, however, is that when I come back (when, NOT if, I promise) I will have lots of chappies for you. If you're curious about the details…
OK, so here's the sitch: work sucks and it's seeping into every aspect of my life. It started sucking back in October of '08 when my firm did its first round of layoffs. And while there have been ups and downs, lately it's all been down. Currently there are 28 people (of the 70 total) who have been reduced to half time due to a major project going on hold. And while I was lucky enough to stay on at 100% timewise, I still took a 15% paycut. AND I'm working insane hours to make up for the work that can't get done by the people on half-time. So I'm working way more hours for way less pay and basically spending the majority of my time with people who either want to bitch about how much everything sucks or want to defend all the decisions. Either way, I have too much to do to sit around and listen, something that no one seems to get which just drives me batty.
When I finally get home, I've been too tapped to do any writing so I've been trying to squeeze it all in on the weekends and it's just not working. Writing used to be my stress reliever (from work and family and roommate and eating so much I've put back on the 20 pounds I lost last year) but last night I was taking a very late shower after finally doing some much MUCH needed cleaning at my apartment and I realized that I didn't have one word ready to post. And when I started crying I realized that I needed to pull back for a bit. *sigh*
I'm so SOOOO sorry to let y'all down. I hope you'll forgive me and come back when I start posting again. I will finish The Sea After a Storm and I have a sequel to my Christmas AU for
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*hugs*
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Date: 2010-03-22 01:04 am (UTC)The most important is to take care of you, nothing else matter.
I just want to hold you and rock you softly.
Je te t'embrasse et te donne de doux câlins,
xxxx
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:00 am (UTC)I hope you'll come back to read more when I have more to post!
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Date: 2010-03-22 01:06 am (UTC)Take care of yourself and no worries, we'll be here when you're ready to start posting again. In the meantime, if there's anything I can do - even if it's just a virtual shoulder - I'm here!
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:03 am (UTC)I hope to get some time to do some reading too - trust me, your journal is HIGH on the list.
*huggles*
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Date: 2010-03-22 01:19 am (UTC)That's horrible. You're a much stronger person then I am. I would have just shut myself up somewhere halfway through that list. There is also NO POSSIBLE WAY YOU COULD LET US DOWN. Anybody else here who thinks otherwise can shove it. Taking care of your stuff should be the most important thing. Any chance of normal journal updates once and a while to let us know how things are going?
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p.s. I'll send you an email re: your story soon...
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Date: 2010-03-22 01:22 am (UTC)I will miss you. Please take the time to you need get a handle on things. Make time for yourself. Once you feel ready... we will all be waiting for you!
Take Care, QuaintHeart
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Date: 2010-03-22 01:30 am (UTC)Take care love! Huggles!
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:08 am (UTC)**smishes**
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Date: 2010-03-22 02:10 am (UTC)I'm sorry work is sucking so much for you.
If people don't want to stay around, then I'm afraid that's their loss. Good things happen to those that wait, and eventually that will be more fic from you.
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p.s. AWESOME icon!
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Date: 2010-03-22 03:38 am (UTC)*hugs again*
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Date: 2010-03-22 06:30 am (UTC)I agree, having a build up of chapters does help take the pressure off. This is meant to be for fun and the pressure to post isn't meant to stress you out. I guess you're like me, you want to post regularly but the quality of what you put out there matters. (that makes me sound really big headed - I'm not saying I'm a good writer but what I put out there is the best that I can do and has normally had at least two rewrites to get it that way.) Of course it helps having a great (and quick) beta like thrace doesn't it :)
Take care of yourself.
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:23 am (UTC):o) button
p.s. and OMG I would have drowned AGES ago without the awesomeness that is thrace!
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Date: 2010-03-22 06:45 am (UTC)We'll be here waiting (with hugs if required) whenever the fic is :D
Hope things improve for you soon x
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:25 am (UTC):o) button
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Date: 2010-03-22 06:46 am (UTC)Take care *hugs*
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Date: 2010-03-22 07:29 am (UTC)Take all the time you need, everyone has to step back from something at sometime, the knack is to know when you have to. We'll all be waiting patiently for you when things pick up.
Take care of yourself, that's the most important thing right now.
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Date: 2010-03-22 10:27 am (UTC)we'll wait for you. with baited breath. but i can sympathise with the life-is-to-busy-and-stressy-to-write thing. hell i've not updated for over a year :-(
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Date: 2010-03-22 01:54 pm (UTC)and happy is so much more important.
*sends hugs & hotchocolate*
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:32 am (UTC):o) button
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Date: 2010-03-26 02:23 am (UTC)Re: Wants to give wrong kind of help.
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Date: 2010-03-23 08:25 pm (UTC)Oh and you SO need to come play in the Adam Lambert sandbox with me and thrace. At first I was a little squicked by RP fandom BUT Adam SO has "fantasy" stage luvin going on with pretty Tommy that i just consider myself playing with the "stage personas" rather than the actual "people" having said that Adam and Tommy both us encourage to follow people in the their social networks so it's almost that we have an entire CAST of characters to play with in fics. (I swear I like feel I'm a little girl a again I'm playing barbie sometimes)
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Date: 2010-03-28 03:50 am (UTC)And you so deserve the shout-out - chatting thru the AU possibilities really helped me out. I hope to be back soon!!
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p.s. Thrace has been after me for a naughty kilt!fic...
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Date: 2010-03-26 02:24 am (UTC)Take care, do what you have to, I can be patient!
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Date: 2010-03-27 12:12 am (UTC)Hopefully things will take a turn for the better soon, but in the mean time, don't give the fan fic a second thought! It should be something fun and if it isn't, standing back is perfectly okay! I've had to do it myself over the last few weeks, so I know exactly what your train of thought is.
I will, of course, wait patiently for more 'Sea After A Storm', but if that's months away or if it never happens, that's absolutely fine by me =] fanfic is about you and not stressing out over deadlines or other people's opinions of it! So no more crying about it
*another hug for good luck*
I'll send some good vibes your way =]
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